2 Corinthians 12:9: My power is made perfect in weakness.
Why are we talking about
nothingness?
I shall start by talking about
“nothing”. To understand this theme, we have to understand something about
“nothing”. I am not trying to be philosophical. To deal with this theme, I am
going to concentrate on the meaning of “nothing” in the New Testament.
Why do we have to discuss this
under the subject of “nothing”? Since our camp theme comes from Philippians 1:21: “For to me, life is the
Messiah, and to die is gain”, we need to understand the clause “to die
is gain” if we want to understand what it means “life is the
Messiah”. These two clauses are like two sides of the same coin. If “to
die is gain” means nothing to you, then obviously the theme of this camp “Live is the
Messiah - Life is the Messiah” will also mean nothing to you.
To die is gain
“To die is gain” - does that mean
anything to you? How can “to die” be gain? When you die, you lose
everything. Since when does dying mean gaining for anyone? To die is to be
reduced literally to nothing. If you cease to exist, you are nothing. You are
reduced to zero. If you are a manager of a company, when you die, are you still
a manager of the company? Of course not. Your place in the company is gone. You
are finished. If you are about to take an exam and you die, does it mean that
you pass your exam? Of course not! You don’t have to be a genius to see that.
If you die, you don’t make it to the exam, therefore you don’t pass. If you are
going to get married and you die, marriage is annulled. Everything is
cancelled. If you are about to inherit a great fortune and you die, you won’t
get a cent. You are simply wiped off the will. You are gone.
To die is gain. What are we talking about? To die is to be
nothing. As far as this world is concerned, you are finished. Gone. Death is to
wipe the board clean as far as you are concerned. Where once there was your
name, whether as director or executive, whatever you are, when you die, your
name is taken off. Your name is gone. If you are on a list of candidates, when
you die, your name is removed. If you are about to inherit something, your list
is taken off the will. To die is to reduce to nothing. How can death be gain?
This certainly is a paradox. If we don’t understand this
paradox, how are we to understand “life is the Messiah - to live is the Messiah”? In this verse, we have two
parts in the same sentence: “to live is the Messiah” and “to die is gain”. If one
part is not true, then the other part is not true. This is a matter of elementary
logic. If the part of “to die is gain” is not true, then that part of “life is Christ” is also not true.
Zero
Let’s see the biblical
significance of becoming nothing. You have all seen a zero. Imagine a circle
here and I am going to ask you: what does the circle stand for? A circle stands
for zero. But, as a symbol, could it have another meaning?
The symbol of a circle. In a wedding, the new couple normally
give to each other as pledge the wedding rings. A ring is a circle. What does
this mean? Does it mean that you pledge in marriage to give the other person
nothing? The vow should say: I hereby give you a ring which symbolizes in this
wedding that I give you nothing. Now that is a new idea! You have it there in
gold that you testify to give nothing to each other. You promise never to give
anything. Is that the meaning of the ring? Maybe in real life it comes to that,
that you give each other nothing except for headaches.
What does the wedding ring signify? It is the symbol of
perfection, of perfect love. A circle, which has no beginning and no end, is
supposed to symbolize perfection, that with total commitment, you withhold
nothing from the other person.
Therefore, we have a remarkable duality where the circle
symbolizes “nothing”, and on the other hand, it also symbolizes perfection.
Isn’t it amazing? That very well sums up what we have here in scriptural
teaching.
The 7
points of “nothing” which is also perfection
1. I AM NOTHING
We find this statement “I am nothing” in 2 Corinthians 12:11, “I have become a fool of
myself, but you drove me to it. I ought to have been commended by you, for I am
not in the least inferior to the super apostles, even though I am nothing.”
Here, “nothing” occurs twice. I am nothing and yet I am not in anything behind
the most eminent apostles. Here we find this important statement - “I am
nothing.”
In Galatians 6:3, the
apostles says: “If anyone thinks he is something when in fact he is nothing, he
himself is deceived.” He does not understand that he is nothing when he thinks
he is something.
In 2 Corinthians 13:2, “... and
if I have not love, I am nothing.” The reverse side of that statement means
that only love makes us anything in the sight of God. You are not something in
God’s sight because you can speak in tongues, or you can prophesy, or you know
all spiritual mysteries. None of these things make you anything in the sight of
God.
The only thing that counts
for anything in God’s sight is love. If you are living all you do by love, God’s love,
then you are something. If that is not a factor in your life, as far as God is
concerned, you are nothing. Love conquers all!
Bear this in mind when we talk about Philippians 1:2. There are two ways of understanding
the two types of nothingness in the New Testament. There is “nothing” in the
positive sense. There is also “nothing” in the negative sense. That means,
there is a good sense and a bad sense of nothingness.
The good sense is when Paul says that he recognizes that he is
nothing. Without that recognition, you will spiritually be nothing. To put it
another way, you only understand that you become something in God’s sight when
you are ready to become nothing.
How to understand? That is the
principle of reversal or the principle of di-polarity. I won’t expound these
terms right now.
“Nothing”
and our salvation
Before I go on, I need to go on a bit further to expound what
all this has to do with salvation. Many of you have been brought up in the form
of Christianity that you are saved by believing in Jesus, without being told
more clearly what believing in Jesus means. If somebody asks you: “Did Jesus
die for you?” You say, “yes.” “Do you believe Jesus loves you?” “Yes, of
course. If He died for me, He loves me.” “So, you believe in Jesus, right?”
“Yes.” “You are saved, hallelujah.” Well, that was quick. It only took a few
seconds to get saved.
Now, when it comes to the question of discipleship, we run into
a further problem. What is the standard of the teaching of the churches today?
Where does discipleship fit into this? Why does the Bible say you have to
become a disciple before you are saved? “If any man does not take up his cross
and follow me, he cannot be my disciple.” Can you be saved without being a
disciple? If the answer to that question is “yes”, then what happens to the
previous statement that you are saved by believing in Jesus? If the answer to
that question is “no”, then the same question arises; what happens to the previous statement of believing
in Jesus that we are saved?
To be saved, you must
become a disciple and take up your cross [die to self] to follow him.
You are now in a logical jam. If you want to play a game with a
pastor, ask him that question. “How are we saved?” He will say: “You have to
believe in Jesus.” “What does it mean to believe in Jesus?” “You have to
believe that Jesus died for you.” “Yes, yes I do, so can I get baptized now?”
“Oh yes, yes.” “Before I get baptized, I have yet one question.” “What’s that?”
“My question is: why did Jesus say that, in order to be saved, I have to take
up my cross in order to follow him?” “Ah, well, it’s good to take up the cross
and follow him.” “What’s good about taking up the cross? Does it have anything
to do with salvation?” “I have to read up a bit more about this.” “You just
told me that I have to believe and get baptized now.” “True.” “What about this
discipleship business?” “Well, maybe there are two levels of Christianity.”
“Really, two levels? Tell me more.” “First, you believe in Jesus, and you get
saved, and then you become a disciple.” “Why do I want to do that?” “You want
to go to a higher class of Christianity.” “Pastor, excuse me, suppose I don’t
want to go to a higher class.” “Well, you don’t have to go to the higher
class.” “Well, if I don’t go to a higher class, then I can’t be a disciple.”
“Well, don’t be a disciple.” “But excuse me, I see in Acts that all true
believers are called disciples.” “Oh yes, that’s true.” “So do I or do I not
have to be a disciple to be saved?” “Well, no, you don’t need to become a
disciple to get baptized.” “So, I am going to become a disciple who is not a
disciple, right?” “I guess so.” “But why in the book of Acts are the Christians
called disciples?” “I’ve got to think a little bit more about this.” “Well,
think fast because I want to be saved.”
Here I am giving you an imaginary conversation to show that the
conventional church would not have an answer to this question. If we come to
this subject “life with the Messiah”, then we are in trouble. Here
we are talking about a Christianity that is so radical that we can’t fit it in
anywhere, not even into discipleship teaching. People don’t even know what to
do with this teaching. It is mind-boggling.
The question here is that Paul says he is nothing. For what? In
order that Jesus be everything. What does “for me life is the
Messiah” mean? It means that I am nothing and the Messiah is everything. For me, “life” means nothing unless it means the Messiah. Is that what it means? Can you
tell me any other meaning than this? In strict exegesis in expounding
scripture, this sentence “life is the Messiah” means nothing unless it means
that the Messiah becomes
everything to me, so that for me life is
the Messiah, and I am nothing.
“Wow! This is awful teaching. How about a bit of him and a bit of me? Let’s be reasonable. Does
it mean that when I become a Christian, I am out?” The answer to that, my
friend, is yes. Do you still want to get baptized? Think on it carefully. If
there is anything wrong in my exegesis, please show me.
“Life is the Messiah” means
that the Messiah is
everything in my life. Life is the
Messiah. Nothing else is life. “For me to live [have life]” means, by definition of
equation, “is the Messiah”. When
we say that life is the Messiah, we mean
that life equals the Messiah and the Messiah equals life. It goes back and
forth under the equation sign. It is simple logical equation. That means that I
am nothing if life equals the
Messiah. Are you following me? Is it difficult to understand?
You take this teaching and go back to our Pastor that I was
talking to you about a moment ago, and if discipleship teaching gives him a
headache, then wait until you talk to him about this. I can almost guarantee
you that he doesn’t understand what this sentence means. If you don’t believe
me, ask him. “Pastor, I have been reading Philippians 1, and I don’t understand what it
means. Would you be so kind to enlighten me a little bit about this; “life is the Messiah”? What does this verse mean?”
You are going to give him a headache. I am not saying this by insult because it
is simply the truth. Given the kind of teaching that is being taught, there is
no way to understand this verse.
What is Paul saying here? Is he saying that Philippians 1:2 is applicable to every Christian,
to you and to me? Hopefully not. If it does, I am in trouble. I do not know how
to live this verse. If it does not apply to you and to me, why is it in the New
Testament anyway? Why not just mark it off. Maybe it is for super Christians. I
just want to settle for discipleship, and I am already a step ahead of many
Christians. Don’t ask me for more. In discipleship, I can have my own
definition. I can define “for me to live” as a bit of me and a bit of the Messiah. With this kind of formula, I
can settle. Maybe 70% me and 30% the
Messiah. If you don’t like this, 50% me and 50% the Messiah. This is partnership.
Exactly how does this thing fit into the Christian life? Paul is
a very radical Christian. He is even seen as an extremist. “I am nothing and the Messiah is everything.” This is not
practical in everyday Christian living. Let’s be practical. Can we settle for 50-50
since we already talk about discipleship? How do you tie this with another
statement: “believe in the Lord Jesus, and you shall be saved, you and your
household” (Acts 16:31). Are
these sentences mutually exclusive or are we to define one by the other? If so,
which defines which?
You say this is getting very complicated. I am already trying to
keep it as simple as possible. What do I mean by one statement defining
another? My question is simply this: can we use the sentence in Acts 16:31 to define Philippians 1:21, or is it the converse? If we use Philippians 1:21 to define Acts 16:31, then “to believe in the Lord Jesus” means
exactly this:- “life is the Messiah”. You cannot say “I believe in
Jesus” unless you can also say “for melife
is the Messiah”. The definition of “believe” means “life is the Messiah”. That is the definition of
“believe”. That is what I mean by taking this verse to define the other.
What about if it is the other way around? Can we get a more
comfortable result? Unfortunately, the answer is no. You try to use the other
sentence to define this one. Let’s see if there is any way to water down this
statement “life is the Messiah”. How do
we do it? Look at it carefully to see if there is any way to bring it down to
ordinary believing. Whichever way you do, if you link these two verses
together, the result is always the same. It must go for the higher. The higher
cannot go to the lower. It is absolutely essential for us to grasp this principle
because it is our salvation that we are talking about.
If you think that being saved is simply to believe that Jesus
died for you and it turns out that that definition is inadequate, then your
salvation is gone. You are basing your hope for salvation on the wrong
foundation. You have allowed that foundation to be diluted to suit your
definition and you are getting into a very dangerous self-deception.
As the Apostle says, if you think yourself to be something,
namely that you think yourself to be saved and you are not, then you are very
pitiful indeed. How many people today in the churches think that they are saved,
and they are not? You know from their lives they are not. You know from their
speech they are not. You know from the way they do things; they are not. Yet
for some mysterious reason, they think they are. They think themselves to be
something, namely belonging to the
Messiah, and they don’t belong to him.
On that day, as in Matthew 7, “I will say to them to depart
from me, I don’t know who you are.” “I’ve been calling you Lord all this time;
you know me.” “No, I don’t know you.” They thought they were something.
Let us continue to think about this more carefully as we
proceed. What if our definition of salvation is wrong? We hear this constant
teaching in the churches that salvation is to simply “believe and be saved”,
when the definition of “believe” has been defined not by the New Testament, not
by Philippians 1:21, but by
themselves as simply believing that Jesus died for you. Does this not sound
familiar to you? What if this definition is totally wrong, I ask you again?
Your salvation depends on it. You answer the question yourself. I am not going
to tell you how to answer it. I just ask you to look at the scriptures.
Are you convinced by the answer that there are two levels of
Christians? One is the basic low-class Christian, a Christian that travels in
economy class, or “hard seat” as we call it in China. You still get there but
you sit on a hard seat. It is a bit uncomfortable, but you will still get there
in the end. The ordinary believer is simply the “hard seat” class. The other
one is the one that goes for discipleship, and he goes for soft seat. Does that
solve our problem? Of course not. There are no two classes of Christians in the
Bible. I cannot find any. If you can find two different classes of Christians,
please show me where it is. I must have missed something in the Bible. There
are weak Christians and carnal Christians, but they are never approved of: they
are rebuked.
As I pointed out, Paul always describes a true believer as a
saint [holy one]. He does
not know of a second-class Christian. I am afraid that we have invented that
kind of a Christian ourselves. When you ask the churches, they will say that
there are higher-class Christians. But let me ask you that original question:
“If I can get from Hong Kong to Beijing on hard-seat class, why should I bother
with soft-seat class? Is it because it is more comfortable?” If that analogy is
to be used, it will be ridiculous in terms of the New Testament, because
everybody knows that the New Testament indicates that the discipleship class of
Christians endure a much harder life. Of course, that is the only kind of
Christians that the New Testament knows. If we turn the analogy around and say
that you can get to Beijing in two classes, one is the hard-seat class
(discipleship), and the other is soft-seat class (an easy believer), who wants
to go on the hard-seat class and pay more? You must be a nut case to go on this
kind of class.
Do you understand what I am saying? The churches cannot follow
the teaching of the New Testament. It cannot swallow Philippians 1:21. It shows
at least the courage of the brothers and sisters in this church to face this
particular theme in this camp. Whether you have the determination to see it
through will still need to be seen.
2. I HAVE NOTHING
The true disciple has nothing. The untrue disciple has
everything he wants. Let’s look at 2
Corinthians 6:10, “as sorrowful, yet always rejoicing; as poor, yet making many
rich; as having nothing, and yet (spiritually speaking) possessing everything.”
Now this is a paradox with important dipolar truth. When you have
spiritually everything, then you can say that you are truly rich. But you don’t
have everything unless you also have nothing. Do you understand that? Paul
says he is literally poor and yet always making other people rich. How can you
be poor and yet making others rich? It is spiritual riches that you have to
give. The rich people are spiritually very poor. They have nothing to give.
For the true disciple, what has he
done? He sees himself as possessing nothing. He is simply God's steward of
everything he has. He does not see himself as owning anything.
Like the disciples in Acts, they did not consider their own possessions as
their own. They are simply stewards of what they have. It is only people with
this mentality who are true disciples. It is people like that who are
spiritually rich.
We see in scripture the negative and the positive sides. There
is the negative side in
Revelation 3:17 which is so typical of the spiritual condition of today.
“Because you say I am rich and has become wealthy and has need of nothing, and
do not know that you are wretched, miserable, blind, naked.” They thought
they need nothing. In fact, they have nothing. That is the tragedy of the whole
situation. There are Christians who have nothing, spiritually speaking. There
are Christians who have everything. It will take only a few minutes to find out
what kind of a Christian you are talking to. You talk to one kind of Christians,
and you see the riches of their lives, the dynamics of their lives. You know
their lives are full. They might not have much money in their pockets. It is
not because they could not have it. It is because they turn their backs on
those things. It is not because they could not have it, but they see themselves
merely as stewards of whatever they have. They don’t consider themselves of
owning it. It is simply all at God’s disposal. When the Lord says to use it for
that purpose, it is gone. And yet, though we have nothing, they have spiritual
riches and make many people rich.
Does your life enrich anybody, or does it make other people
poor? When you share a household with other people, does your presence make
other people poor, make others tired, take the joy away from other people,
irritate them, and wear others out; or does your presence in that household
enrich other people? You know how to answer that question. From that, you know
whether this camp theme means anything to you or not. For somebody who lives
in such a way that the
Messiah is his life, that person is always enriching others. After
being with that kind of person, you go away feeling enriched. You feel you got
so much. But there are other people that you spend a little time with them, and
you feel so tired. They drain you. Often, I see that the co-workers and the
leaders in the church are so tired. There must be so many spiritually poor in
the church who are draining them. The leaders are so worn out. Where are the
people who are “life is the Messiah”? You
know yourself. Are you the kind of person who enriches others or do you wear
them out?
3. I DO NOTHING
Yes, I do nothing. What does that mean? To understand that we
can turn to John 8:28, “then
Jesus (the model for our lives) said to them: when you lift up the Son of man,
then you will know that I am he, and
that I do nothing of myself but as my Father taught me, I speak these things.” I
do nothing, certainly nothing of myself. That is exceedingly important. That is
the fundamental operational principle of the person for whom life [to live] is the Messiah.
Who then is the operational principle in our lives? Who was the
operational principle in Jesus’ life? The Father. I do nothing of myself. The
controlling dynamic of our lives is the
Messiah. That is what it means. “For me life is the Messiah” means that the Messiah directs your life in every
detail. That does not mean you become a robot. You cannot be a robot because
you consciously, by your own choice, ask him to direct you. In other words, looking for
direction is an act of your will. It never becomes automatic. Do you do that?
Do you ask the Lord Messiah about what you
should do, or do you simply do what you want and make your own decisions?
Being a Christian at this level in the New Testament is basic
Christianity. It is to live a life directed by the Lord Jesus. That gives you freedom. That is the source
of your power. He is your life because he directs the way you think, the way you do
things, and what it is that you do. Can you honestly say that “I do nothing
of my own”? Maybe you can say that “I do nothing right”. In the household,
you step on everybody’s toes, and you offend everybody in the household. Indeed,
you didn’t do anything right. Try to imagine the life of a Christian who lives
on this principle of doing nothing of his own. Some Christians do nothing at
all because, if they do something, they do the wrong thing. They really get on
people’s nerves because they keep doing the wrong thing. Look at the people who
share a house with you. Isn’t it incredible that their capacity of doing the
wrong things is quite overwhelming? You want to say, “Please, I beg of you,
please do nothing. This way, at least, you will not get in everybody’s ways.
You will not be burning the rice or breaking the furniture. You will not be
dropping the dishes. Would you be so kind and do nothing? At least in this way,
you don’t commit any sins.” At least, at that level, we can learn to do
nothing.
Of course, being a disciple means a bit more than to do nothing
in that sense. I personally will be very satisfied if some Christians would
just do nothing. There will then be so much peace. Every time they open the
mouth, they do the wrong thing. It is incredible. Maybe we ourselves have done
the share of the same thing. Imagine how much peace there will be in a marriage
if both parts will just shut up. At least you can’t quarrel if both of you shut
up. The moment their mouths open, they quarrel. Sometimes it is a blessing to
be dumb. You don’t see two dumb people quarrelling. Just wonderful.
But the Lord wants us to take one step further and that is where
our problems begin. “I do nothing except what the Father tells me to do.”
That is too high power, right? Yet that is basic Christian life. That is
what it means to believe in Jesus, to believe that He can direct you. To
say that I believe in Jesus who died for me is to say that I believe in an
event that took place 2,000 years ago. Does He still do something today? Yes,
He does. He directs my life every moment of every day. Do you dare to say that?
Let me tell you, your Jesus is alive. Some people believe in a dead Jesus who
passed away 2,000 years ago. He was supposed to have risen and gone to heaven
and He had not been doing anything either.
If we do nothing, then he does everything. If He does
everything, then he is my
life. That is what
Philippians 1:21 means.
I hope that after this session,
nobody will say that I have not expounded on this verse in detail. If you can’t
live it, don’t blame me.
“I do nothing”. In John
5:30, Jesus said, “I can of myself do nothing.” There it is again. It
does not mean that He is not able to do it. He has chosen not to do it. The
“can do nothing” is of the will, of His choice. “I can of myself do nothing. As
I hear, I judge; and my judgement is righteous because I do not do my own will
but the will of the Father who sent me.” To do nothing here is defined
very precisely as doing nothing of one’s own will. Very clearly, it is the
Father’s will that He does. So we go on in this way into John 5:19, “then Jesus answered and said to
them: the Son can do nothing of Himself but what He sees the Father do, for
whatever He does, the Son also does in like manner.” Whatever the Father does,
the Son also does. That is what it means life is God. God is my life, and He
defines my life. I want to do nothing but His will. Can you
say this honestly? Is that the kind of Christian life you live, or do you hope
to be saved by some superficial pledge of believing that Jesus died for you?
That kind of Christianity does not exist in the New Testament.
Is this too radical for you? If Jesus is my life, then this is
the way I live. Otherwise, Jesus is not my life. And if
He is not my life, then tell me how I am going to be saved. We are talking
about life, and life is salvation and salvation is life. This is the only kind
of salvation, the only kind of life, that I can see in New Testament. The
church today has dared in its arrogance and self-deception to water down this
New Testament teaching. This is the New Testament teaching.
4. I KNOW NOTHING
I know nothing - this is going from one “nothing” to another!
The Christian life is to know nothing. Wonderful, isn’t it? 1 Corinthians 2:2 is the guiding principle of
Paul’s life, the secret by which he lived. What does he know? Let him answer
the question himself in 1
Corinthians 2:2, “for I determine not to know anything among you
except Jesus the Messiah and him crucified.”
Paul goes on to say that he has learned the philosophy of this
world. Paul was a very learned man, so learned that when he was placed under
trial, the judge said to him: “Paul, you are mad because of your great learning.
You know too much. You are simply too learned, and your learning has made you
mad.” Paul says that he is not mad. He knows very clearly what he is talking
about. Why did they think he was mad? Look at this. For him, ever since he came
to the Lord Jesus, the only thing mattered
to him was Jesus the Messiah and him crucified. That part about “Jesus the Messiah” we can still handle, but a
“crucified Messiah”, a dead man? What is
this? He is mad. Paul goes on to say that the crucified Messiah is the power of God to
salvation. What? A crucified Messiah? What is
he talking about?
I won’t go into detail on that now. Suffice it to say that
the man who lives according to the principle of “life is the Messiah” is also
determined to know nothing. That does not mean that you abandon your secular
knowledge, such that if you are trained in computers, you would suddenly not
understand computers anymore. What it means is that that kind of knowledge no
longer determines your living. Before that, that was
everything. You were proud of your skill and your knowledge. You considered
yourself to be something. Now your functional principle is none of this. Now, for you, the functional principle of
your life (that which determines your knowledge and everything else) is Jesus
Christ as the centre. This Jesus the
Messiah is not seen primarily as King of the universe. He is
that but that is not the point in the New Testament. It is Jesus the Messiah, lowly and meek. That is what
Jesus crucified means. How lowly and how meek? Remember we are
talking about Philippians 1:21.
It says in Philippians 2:5-8: “Have this mind among yourselves, which is yours
in the Messiah Jesus, who,
though he was in the form of God, did not count equality with God a
thing to be grasped, but emptied himself, by taking the form of a slave, being born in the likeness of men. And being found in human form, he humbled himself
by becoming obedient to the point of death, even death on a cross.” What did
He do? He humbled himself down to
the earth. He was born in a manger. He died by crucifixion, a death given to criminals. He died according to His Father’s
will. It is this Jesus, that we are talking about.
What is the centre of Paul’s
knowledge. What is? The one with no crowns on his head except the crown of
thorns. Can you understand this? It is taking you to deep things. It is easy to
glory in a Lord who reigns over the universe. That is not the Lord he was glorying in. He gloried in the man Jesus who was crucified. He gloried in a man who humbled himself to a slave. Notice what happens
when this kind of thinking dominates your thoughts. You become a Christian of a
different quality. It is the kind of Christian who boasts in the son of Man who made himself lower than a slave.
This kind of thinking determines
the entire thought process of Paul’s mind. It is a kind of quality, a kind of
humility, a kind of graciousness, a kind of lowliness in the person’s life that
is indefinable. I am still trying to learn that.
I meditate everyday on the cross of the Messiah. I am not meditating on Jesus as
King of kings because that is easy to understand. What is so hard for me to
understand is Jesus as the one who was lived out as a slave, who washed his disciples feet, and went on to die for all hiss disciples and for all of us who have become
his disciples, and who will be seen as a glorified man having the nail prints in his hands, scars on his brow, and the stab wound in his side. It is this Jesus that I am
trying to understand. I am very slow of understanding, but I am trying. And
Paul says that that is the Jesus he wants to know. To know him is to understand
all mystery, and he does not want to know everything else.
5. I FEAR NOTHING
When all the foregoing points are true, then the fifth point is
that I fear nothing. Now the strength of the spiritual man begins to appear. I
fear nothing. This is a striking thing. Here again, I have too many references.
There are many verses on “fear not”.
Philippians 1:28, “and in nothing be terrified by your adversaries.” A man
who functions in this way is a fearless man. In my teenage days, do you
know what name I chose for my baseball team? It was called “Dreadnought”. I was
very interested in military science and there was a famous battleship called
the “Dreadnought” which is said to be unsinkable. So, in Chinese, our team was
called “----“.
The true Christian is afraid of nothing for one simple reason, he/she knows that nothings can happen to him/her unless God allows it to happen.
In Luke 8:24, when the Lord Jesus was in the
storm and the ship was sinking, did you see any fear in Him? He was sound
asleep, fearless. There you see the quality of fearing nothing. John Wesley was
so impressed by a bunch of Christians on the boat going to North America, that was subject to a fearful storm, that everyone
on board thought they might die. At that time, like so many of us, he was an
unregenerate Christian, and he saw these Christians (who were called pietists
by the Germans) who had such trust in the Lord Jesus that they had no fear.
Belief was taken to a level where fear was written off. Is that your belief in
Jesus? Or does your exam make you anxious? Or does your health make you
anxious? Or does your marriage make your anxious? Everything makes you anxious.
You are a frightened anxious Christian. If you live like that, you don’t know
what it means to be a Christian. “To live is the Messiah” means you have no fear, because
he indwells you, lives in you, by his spirit. The responsibility is on him to see you through.
I can speak of this from my own experience. I lived for nearly three
years in China in a state of abject poverty. I lost everything with the coming
of the Communists. Not a cent left. Everyday, I had to trust the Lord Jesus for my needs. I would get up in the morning
and have not the faintest idea of where I would get the next meal. Imagine
that. I was penniless and lived three years like that.
If you had to rise this morning without a cent in your pocket,
with no lunch nor dinner ahead of you for the next coming weeks and months,
what would your condition be? Would you be relaxed and full of peace and joy?
Only if Christ is your life. I would get up in the morning and say: “Lord, here
is your child. I am hungry with nothing to eat, and I also don’t have money to
buy lunch. I am not fearful. I know that somehow you are going to provide for
my need today.” Did He ever fail? Never. Why do I preach the gospel with
conviction? Because I know that the God who fed those millions of people in the
wilderness with manna from heaven is the same God who fed me everyday and saw
to it that I didn’t starve to death. That is how practical my God is. If
someone were to ask me, “Does God feed you when you are hungry?” Sure, He can.
Can it be that the God who created heaven and earth cannot make enough food to
feed you? No fear. I can expound on this for a long time, but my time is going
fast.
6. I LACK NOTHING
I lack nothing. Whether physical or spiritual, the person who
lives in the Messiah has
everything. Having nothing yet possessing all things. He lacks nothing. 1 Thessalonians 4:12, “that you may lack
nothing.” Live in such a way that you lack nothing. This lacking nothing can be
the Lord’s provision directly, or, if circumstances permit, you can also work
with your own hands (as the apostle Paul did) and earn what you need. Notice I
said that the Lord provided my every need in China because there was no other
way for me to obtain any income. But later on, when there was an opportunity
for me to earn my income, I was not so spoiled and dependent on the Lord and
say, “You can provide me with food, so I don’t have to work any more.” No, I
went out to work. When I first took up the pastorate in Liverpool, the church
was so small that they could not support me. I said to them that it was alright
with me, I would go out to work. So, I went out to teach. I taught from Monday
to Friday, and I worked in the church from Saturday to Sunday. Very
unscriptural. I worked 7 days a week without any rest days. After six months,
the Lord Jesus in his kindness caused the church to grow in
sufficient numbers that they were able to give me the same amount I was
receiving through teaching.
Whether the Lord Jesus provides
directly or through our own working, more importantly, we lack nothing on the
spiritual level. How is your condition spiritually? Do you feel the emptiness
inside? Do you feel that every day you seem to be lacking something in your life,
but you don’t know what that lacking is? The answer is quite simple. What you
lack is precisely this camp theme. You have not yet implemented the spiritual
truth that Christ is your life. If the
Messiah is not your life, believe me, you can try as hard as you like
to fill the emptiness in your life, it will never work. You will always be
haunted by that nagging emptiness. But after today’s message, don’t ever say
you don’t know how to fill the emptiness. I have told you what the scriptural
teaching is. There is no easy way. There is no cheap way. But there is a
wonderful way. The Messiah will
fill your life overflowing and you will lack nothing at all.
7. I WITHHOLD
NOTHING
Because you lack nothing, you should also withhold nothing. You
have so much to give that you don’t have to withhold anything. Have you ever
met the kind of Christian who seems to have limitless resources? They always
have something to give. They are so rich that they don’t have to withhold
anything. They don’t have to be stingy.
Acts 20:20, “and now
I have kept back nothing that would be helpful to you but have taught you
publicly from house to house.” Have you kept back anything from the Lord Jesus? Have you in fact anything to give to the
Lord Jesus or to each other? Is
yours a life of richness? Is yours a life of power? When the apostle Paul says
to the Ephesian church in Acts 20,
he kept back nothing, what is the quality of
this man through whom God shook the world? What kind of Christian life do you
want to live?
Conclusion
In closing, I want to ask you: “What kind of Christian life
do you want to live? Do you want to be an ordinary, average Christian, who
is not so good but also not so bad? Or do you want to make your life count in
this generation through whom God can work, through whom God can shake the world around you? God is looking for that kind of person. I wonder how
many Christians live by this teaching that we have here: “for me to live is
Christ – life is the Messiah”.
Paul was so abundant that he said it is a joy for him to be
spent for others. That was the mentality with which he wrote w Corinthians 12:15: “I would be glad to give
you everything, to be spent for you.” In Romans 9:3, Paul is willing to withhold
nothing to the extent of his salvation. Many people say they will give you
everything except their salvation. Paul says that not even his salvation is
precious to him, if, in his being lost, others can be saved. Romans 9:3 often brings tears to my
eyes: where Paul says that if, through his being lost, his people would be
saved, he would gladly give up his salvation for their eternal welfare. What is
Paul saying? Paul is saying that he is willing to go to the second death if the Jewish people can be saved and enter into the Kingdom of God. How
many of you dare to say here that you are willing to go to the second death if the people in where you live can be saved and go into the Kingdom of God? Where
can God find such a man? All this is part of the meaning of “to live is Christ – life is the Messiah”. It is
not some kind of super Christianity. That is simply part of the definition of
what it means to live is the
Messiah – life is the Messiah.
Written by Eric Chang and edited by Bruce Lyon
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